"Write one million words. Then throw it away. Now you're ready to start actually writing."*That one million words, almost without fail, boils down to a trunk novel or two. Or more. So what is a trunk novel?
It's a novel you write that's never going to see the light of day.
This isn't an easy thing to do. Writing a novel is a heart-and-soul exercise. No one writes a novel with the intention of sticking it in a drawer and not selling it. Why would anyone do that?
Of course, you never write a trunk novel as a trunk novel. When I wrote Fifty Year War, I had every intention, every belief that this was going to be the real deal. Which it wasn't. And then when I wrote Crown of Druthal-- spend YEARS on Crown, to be honest-- THEN I really thought THAT was going to be it.
Both works were messes in their own way, and it took me a while to see that. But at what point do you say, "You know, this isn't working, this isn't going to work, and I need to move on."
When do you decide that you aren't going to fight the good fight anymore, because that fight isn't the "good fight"?
For me, it was the realization that I wasn't really writing a proper novel. Both were, essentially, worldbulding exercises in novel-like form (history and travelogue, respectively). They weren't stories at all, so much as excuses for me to say, "This is the world I made, let me share it with you."
Once I realized that these works were inherently unpublishable, that they were fatally flawed at the core... I knew it was time to put them in the trunk. I'm glad I wrote them, I don't consider the time invested in that as "wasted". But it is work that isn't going anywhere besides my archives. And that's really a good thing. For everyone.
*- This is not an exact quote because my copy is high up on one of my shelves and I'm